Saturday, 30 January 2021

Stress Of Sending Grandson To Hostel

 

Stress Of Sending Grandson To Hostel

 

“People usually are the happiest at home.”

William Shakespeare

 

To be in your children’s memories tomorrow,

you have to be in their lives today.

Barbara Johnson

 

It was  cold winter evening perhaps of December of 1993 at about 10.00 PM, we were about to sleep, when my wife told that she wants to talk to our son who was in Hostel at Tatya Sahib Kore Institute of Engineering and Technology, TKIET, as it is popularly called, Warnanagar, Kolhapur Distt, Maharashtra, doing his B.E.(Electronics): no mobile: no laptops: no SMS: no messenger: no landline in room or nearby: phone was available to students session-wise for limited period with the gate man of the hostel, its time was over: nothing could be done: told wife just to sleep and would give ring to him the next day. Something terrible: she was not ready to listen, saying again and again to do something: problem was not at our end as we were having a landline at our home in Delhi: problem was how to contact him in his hostel room. I was also slightly depressed what to do and what not to do. I gathered courage, thought of giving a tinkle to the Principal who was also staying in the same campus: Shri S. S. Santpur a very simple and humble personality but very strict disciplinarian perhaps that was need of the hour and part of the responsibilities of a Principal but an asset to all parents particularly those like us whose wards were studying far away from home. We decided to give Shri Santpur a ring: as soon as the bell at the other side rang it was picked up by Shri Santpur himself: I was little surprised and afraid too: he might refuse the request. Anyway I briefly introduced myself and simply said, “Sir, I have an emotional problem, my wife talks to her son.” He was too quick to understand and replied, “Give ring after 10 minutes: a mother would be talking to her son.” We were too pleased. Subsequently I came know from my son that Shri Santpur himself went to “Jawahar Hostel” at that hour of night and knocked at the door of room where my son was staying. He and his roommate were surprised and afraid also to see the Principal Sir, at the door at that hour. He simply told my son to accompany him and took him to his residence. He made him to sit before the landline and Sir further said, “Whenever it rings pick up the receiver.” As soon as my wife gave the ring after ten minutes it was picked up by our son and we were talking to him: mother and the son talked for a long time. What a solace, satisfaction and peace it gave to my wife: I can’t explain; thereafter she slept with peace and soon was snoring as if she had got the best of her life. How much we were grateful to Shri Santpur: all the words fell short: how much emotional wealth it give to us can’t be assessed. Long Live The Principal Shri S.S. Santpur: May God continue to bless Sir, with health, wealth and happiness.

 

Parenting is the easiest thing in the world to have an opinion about, but the hardest thing in the world to do.

                                                                                          Matt Walsh

 

Children when go out for the first time to the University: is a measure of success and that you have prepared them for such a journey: it is credit to both parents and children too. It is an aim fulfilled and start of another journey to prepare for a career in life. It immediately creates a physical void: loneliness in home and is often cured with self-consoling  by parents that this is for welfare and career of the child.

 

Another void is when the children after education decide to settle abroad for a career. In this era of family planning, when parents have two children, mostly one boy and one girl; they become absolutely lonely and that too in old age when they need company most, Whatsapp and video calls can’t fill up the gap; then the concept of family loses meaning in Indian context where even now children stay with their parents even when married. If parents are ailing, no way out have to depend on others may be paid or otherwise or move to the Old Age Home paid or charitable to live among the strangers mostly in the mess.

 

Child while joining Hostel also feels loneliness but this is taken care by his age, new environment, aim in life, studies, his curiosity to gather, a feeling that somebody is making a sacrifice for him to be here, his attitude and how he handles his exposure where he will have to decide everything himself: without parental care and decision making, and he would be meeting many new things and concept of having new is a universal killer of loneliness and stress. In fact, both the child and parents have to face the new environment, circumstances and realities.

 

Parents have long list of apprehensions and fears too: whether he would eating right and regular, whether sleeping in time, may not be in bad company and adopted bad habits, is he physically fit, is he doing his assignments, has he adjusted to new environment, circumstances, way of life under the eyes of warden and others disciplinarians who were unknown till a day before, are peers co-operative etc. Now it is test of strength of character and values the child has inherited and of endurance of the parent’s capacity in many testing ways.

 

Parents have a great responsibility to keep the child in the shadow of their love and affection and to keep him attached to the family: a great challenge in era of attractions, distractions, information technology, internet, electronics and fast communication. In my first innings, the means of communication were neither easy nor fast, so we never left a chance unavailed to talk to him: his mother had made a routine to write to him a letter every day and the local Postman was kind enough to deliver the letters promptly rather out of way, at odd hours beyond office hour simply because he acknowledged that the boy belonged to postal family, myself being an officer in the Postal Headquarters and had introduced my son to the local Postmaster and the beat Postman.

 

Another cover that was a gift to us by Lord, were the relations we had developed with one of the Professors at the college; who despite being not teaching him took every care of my son and we are still continuing those relations even after 28 years of first meeting. This was of great help through thick and thin to my son and to all those whom we sent subsequently to that Institute.

 

The strongest of bonds with the family was devotion of my son to his studies:  practicals, viva and assignments that kept him engaged: the result was no supplementaries or “supplies” – as that was called by students at that time: it was all clear eighth semester B.E completed a satisfaction of the goal having been secured.

 

Another matter that kept my son near to his studies was that we had created in him an urge for MBA. BE MBA was the most paying combination at that time and we were successful when he took admission in MBA at Pune University and cleared the same in four compulsory semesters.

 

Discipline enforced by the Institute was another feather that kept the students away from indiscipline and irregular habits. College contact numbers were freely available with nearby establishments and they were free to report to the Principal misadventures of the students. This made the students to behave in more responsible manner while being away from the Institute and helped them to accomplish for what they were away from home.

 

“Discipline is the bridge between goals and accomplishment.”

                                                                                        – Jim Rohn

 

He was encouraged to come home on every vacation, although travelling was not comfortable rather it was strenuous because of the size of our pocket and we full family of three also visited him as and when the occasion demanded. Whenever we visited him made a point to meet all his professors and kept a personal touch with them always.

 

Homemade sweets and Dhoda  sent to him always kept him with the family at home in Delhi. Another item which became prominent during that period were jeans from Tank Road, Delhi: perhaps these were purchased and sent for his friends also on couple of occasions. Books that were not available there were also sent from Nai Sarak Delhi. In fact, we tried to encash every opportunity to remain near the child.

 

Now it is my second inning with slightly less tension as of now have my son to take care of all the things except my emotional ones. The Lord has been very gracious to the family in wealth, health and happiness. My grandson is devoted to studies, is vegetarian and takes care of his health being a regular at gym, a person who likes to remain at home, engaged with internet purposefully and interested in meta-physics.

 

In fact hostel life is an experience, to gather which is essential and to throw away what is not required; a place of learning from life and its practicals much above the degree and books the immediate task; use of discerning gems and junk sense: time to learn decision making-its canons practically; a period to observe and adopt. It is period to learn the principle of self-denial a gem in character building and exhibiting it. Routine in life is essential for those who care for it and it is meaningless for those who do not adopt it. Hostel provides an opportunity to adopt a meaningful routine of one’s will, a gem of one’s character and a foundation stone of success in life. Time management is another jewel which has to be picked up from hostel life, made a garland and worn lifelong.   Hostel life is great gift of parents and the Lord that one gets an opportunity to spend some time in the Hostel.

 

 “Self-respect is the fruit of discipline; the sense of dignity grows with the ability to say no to oneself.”

                                                              – Abraham Joshua Heschel

 

A few hostellers misinterpret the freedom from family environment; that is miscalculation: it is period to learn to talk to your conscience the ultimate teacher, guide and philosopher that gives right direction and decision for every issue. Another thing which is important is: parents are always watching: not possible physically: intuition and supernatural communications are much faster and accurate than the internet and telecommunication. They would come to know as soon as you are on the wrong path or in trouble. So while in the hostel be your own teacher and guide on the right path. Morning in a hostel usually begins with a lie but do not do it to your own self: that is worst.  In fact, it is period of learning:

 

“What lies in our power to do, lies in our power not to do.”

                                                                                         – Aristotle

 

India was the first country in the world that introduced Hostel system in education even when the civilization in terms of modern concept was in primitive stage: the Gurukul: a residential schooling system that dates back to around 5000 BC in the Indian sub-continent: was more prevalent during the Vedic age where students were taught various subjects and about how to live a cultured and disciplined life: where both students and Gurus: the teachers: professors: principals lived in the same campus; had food in the same kitchen: students were taught in the same campus: where students built strong bonds with the teachers who were fully devoted to their cause: where best of Gurus were available. They also develop strong bonds with peers. In fact, at one stage going to Gurukul meant joining the “Kul” that is family of “Guru”.

 

Even now basic concepts are the same except that previously it was more for the Gurus to polish the students to make them more than the teachers and perfect: now it is for the students how they get themselves chiseled and polished to become diamonds of highest carat: this change is because of the journey of thought.

 

Hostel life is the best life

Which change our life style

We start the new life here

We make new friends

We enjoy the little things in our life

For one day we will look back

And realize that they were the best things ever

Happened in our life

Ananya Bihari

 

In Hostel collect gems, jewels, and pearls from your life to distribute free to others.

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